Oh, I adore yoga today.
Over a 20-year career in health
care practice, you can’t help but see that health care, indeed life
care, has everything to do with management of energy.
Some people have a strong sense of
their own power. They’re generally unafraid of their bodies, other
people, and life events. They trust. They’re the optimists, the
resilient ones who know that even when things look bad, they’re
headed in a great direction. They act out of confident joy. They are
motivated by fun, happiness, feeling good. (“It makes me feel
fantastic,” they say about traveling, about new careers, about
highland dancing, photography, about going back to school.)
At the other end of the spectrum are
those who are afraid of life, of their own bodies, of viruses and
bacteria (“Of course I’ll get that cold, I get all the colds”),
of the unknown, of scarcity, of the future. They don’t trust–they suffer. They act out of fear. Their choices are based on just-in-case scenarios and preventing bad
things from happening. They’re all about anti-cancer, anti-poverty, anti-aging,
anti-heart disease (“My mother had it, my father had it, my
brother’s going to get it, he eats so badly, god, I might as get on
the transplant list now.”), and on and on.
Some days we’re at one end of this
scale, and some days at the other.
We also manage our energy differently
in different areas of life. Think of finances, parenting, work,
death, career choices, sports. Think of your mother, your ex, your taxes. Think about going back to yoga class.
This is a huge subject, worth far more
than a wee blog, and my intention is not to trivialize.
I raise it to say this:
I love that every morning brings us the
chance to find out where we are in terms of managing our energy, and
the opportunity to make a new choice.
On those days when the monkey mind,
before I have even opened my groggy eyes, is chatting about
stiffness, getting older, and what I can’t do, I remember this
difference between fear and joy, and that’s enough to stop my
Most days it’s enough to snap me
into joy so that by the time my gnarly feet reach the mat, I’m
managing my energy in a way that takes good care of my body and of
the rest of my life.
I’ll bet anything we were born to learn to manage our energy through love and joy, and to leave fear behind.
What are your thoughts?
Thanks to morning yoga for teaching me
about choice, and thanks to you for the conversation,